This Pravachan was delivered on 9 Dec 1976
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(Pravachan No 58 is a Question and Answer
session. All even numbered pravachans are Q&A sessions. Therefore, these
have been left out for the time being – these will be taken up, on completion
of all expositions of Ashtavakra Gita)
ashTAvakra uvAca |
kva mOhaH kva ca vA viSvaM
kva taddhAnaM kva muktatA |
sarvasankalpasImAyAM
viSrAntasya mahAtmanaH || 18 : 14 || 190 ||
yEna viSvamidaM dRshTaM sa
nAstIti karOtu vai |
nirvAsanaH kiM kurutE
paSyannapi na paSyati || 18 : 15 || 191 ||
yEna dRshTaM paraM brahma
sO(a)haM brahmEti cintayEt |
kiM cintayati niScintO
dvitIyaM yO na paSyati || 18 : 16 || 192 ||
dRshTO yEnAtmavikshEpO
nirOdhaM kurutE tvasau |
udArastu na vikshiptaH
sAdhyAbhAvAtkarOti kim || 18 : 17 || 193 ||
dhIrO lOkaviparyastO vartamAnO(a)pi
lOkavat |
na samAdhiM na vikshEpaM na
lEpaM svasya paSyati || 18 : 18 || 194 ||
bhAvAbhAvavihInO yastRptO
nirvAsanO budhaH |
naiva kincit kRtaM tEna
lOkadRshTyA vikurvatA || 18 : 19 || 195 ||
pravRttau vA nivRttau vA
naiva dhIrasya durgrahaH |
yadA yatkartumAyAti tatkRtvA
tishThataH sukham || 18 : 20 || 196 ||
Variations -
18 : 14 - kva taddhAnaM - kva
taddhyAnaM
18 : 18 - na lEpaM - na lOpaM
अष्टावक्र उवाच ।
क्व मोहः क्व च वा
विश्वं क्व तद्धानं क्व मुक्तता ।
सर्वसङ्कल्पसीमायां
विश्रान्तस्य महात्मनः ।। 18 : 14
।। 190 ||
येन विश्वमिदं दृष्टं
स नास्तीति करोतु वै ।
निर्वासनः किं कुरुते
पश्यन्नपि न पश्यति ।। 18 : 15
।। 191 ||
येन दृष्टं परं ब्रह्म
सोऽहं ब्रह्मेति चिन्तयेत् ।
किं चिन्तयति निश्चिन्तो
द्वितीयं यो न पश्यति ।। 18 : 16
।। 192 ||
दृष्टो येनात्मविक्षेपो
निरोधं कुरुते त्वसौ ।
उदारस्तु न विक्षिप्तः
साध्याभावात्करोति किम् ।। 18 : 17
।। 193 ||
धीरो लोकविपर्यस्तो
वर्तमानोऽपि लोकवत् ।
न समाधिं न विक्षेपं
न लेपं स्वस्य पश्यति ।। 18 : 18
।। 194 ||
भावाभावविहीनो यस्तृप्तो
निर्वासनो बुधः ।
नैव किञ्चित् कृतं
तेन लोकदृष्ट्या विकुर्वता ।। 18 : 19
।। 195 ||
प्रवृत्तौ वा निवृत्तौ
वा नैव धीरस्य दुर्ग्रहः ।
यदा यत्कर्तुमायाति
तत्कृत्वा तिष्ठतः सुखम् ।। 18 : 20
।। 196 ||
(In the book ‘Ashtavakra Samhita’ by Swami
Nityaswarupananda, these 7 Slokas are given as Chapter 18 (14 – 20); but, according to
the transcript of the Pravachan, all these are
given sequentially (190 – 196) (wrongly given as 110 – 116 in the Transcript
version) – without any chapters. Accordingly, both the systems of numbering
have been adopted here.)
Pravachan
A friend of mine, has written a letter, very
angrily – ‘if what Ashtavakra is telling, and what you explain thereof, is adopted
by the people, then complete Wordly (samsAr) cycle would come to end’. Listen.
Firstly, I have no responsibility for the movement of Worldly cycle. If you
have taken it (responsibility) (upon yourself), then, it is your business. And,
the Worldly cycle has been going on, even when you were not there; it will keep
going, even when you will not be there. Do not fall into this kind of delusion,
that the Worldly cycle is dependent (nirbhar) on you. One who is moving it,
will continue to move it; if He would not like to make it move, then it will
not move, by your making it move. You keep moving yourself – that much is
sufficient; do not carry too much worries in your head. One is not able to
solve even minor worries; therefore, do not get involved in such major worries,
which are not in your capacity.
It is more than five thousand years, since
Ashtavakra said it (the Sutras); but, the Worldly cycle is still going on. And,
if you come, five thousand years after me, you will still find the cycle going
on. The movement of Worldly cycle has no connection, with what I tell or what
you tell, or even my being or your being. But, what matters is, if you
understand (the truth), you get out of Worldly cycle - it stops moving, as far
you are concerned. Getting out of the Worldly cycle is nothing but, getting out
of (loop of) ‘coming and going’ (rebirth) (AvAgaman), that is, the aspiration
(AkAnkshA) for liberation. But, you do not care (cintA) even about Worldly
cycle; you are telling something else in an indirect manner. Maybe, you are not
even aware of what you are saying. You do not want to get out of the Worldly
cycle; you are afraid that it (Worldly cycle) might come to end, and,
internally, you want to hold on to it; you are searching for some excuse, to
hold on to it. No matter how many excuses you may make, you cannot deceive me.
What is your worry about the World? You just don’t care even a bit, if that
which is to end tomorrow, ends today. You are worried about something else.
There is a maze (jAl) of desires (temptations) (vAsanA) in you; you want to
hide that maze of desires; that maze of desires keeps searching, for ever, new
tricks (tarkIb). That (trick) does not come handy in a direct
(straight-forward) manner; if it comes handy directly, you would feel ashamed.
You want to safeguard your delusion and your idiocy; but you are giving it a
big name – Worldly cycle – as if you are some protector (rakshaka) of the
cycle. (Translator’s note – Acharya mentions an anecdote, with reference to a
Sindhi college professor – Popat Lal. As some of the remarks therein, amount to
denigrating a community, I have omitted the same.)
Whatever is hidden in your mind, gets revealed,
somehow or other; it does not get suppressed, through your efforts; it gets
revealed in different forms. You are afraid of the Worldly cycle coming to end.
Did paramAtmA ask you before giving momentum for it? And, if He wants to put an
end to it, would He be taking your advice? Does your advice matter? It (your
advice) does not even work even on yourself; then, what to talk of others?
There is no method by which your advice can work on everyone. But you carry
such worries (thoughts) (cintA). You hide minor worries behind major worries;
and the real worry is forgotten. In this manner, you are putting up a screen
over your eyes, and do not allow your eyes to open. Forget it; if it comes to
halt, let it. It is similar to your telling the physician, whom you approached
for some consultation – ‘stop inventing medicines; otherwise, what will happen
to diseases? Wouldn’t the cycle of diseases come to end, then?’
What you call as ‘Worldly cycle’, is it anything
other than diseases? Have you seen anything other than grief and pain? Life has
become full of wounds; is there any flower blossoming? It is nothing but pus
(mavAd) and pus only; has any music arisen? There is only foul smell; no
fragrance is felt anywhere. Even then, the worry is that, the Worldly cycle
should not come to end. You are down in the gutters, but you are worried, that
the filth of the gutter, should not come to end. You are worried, that the flow
of gutter, should not stop. What did you achieve? Otherwise, why all the wise
of the World aspire to become free? Your World is nothing but a hell. If you
wake up a little, from the World, the door to heaven might open. What you call
as ‘World’ (samsAr) is not true. The truth (reality) is only that, which wise
call ‘Brahman’.
Keep this also mind – when Ashtavakra says or
when I say, that you should awaken, towards the World, it is not that, when you
so awaken, this tree would, no longer, remain a tree, the birds would stop
singing, rainbow would stop forming in the sky, the Sun would stop rising, there
will be no moon or stars. Everything will continue to happen. The truth is that,
for the first time, there will be clarity (revelation) (pragADatA). Now that, your
eyes are so much filled with dreams, how would you be able to behold the
rainbow? There is so much darkness in your eyes, that the rainbow becomes very
hazy. How would you be able to recognise the beauty of the flowers? There is so
much of ugliness inside, that it drowns the beauty of flowers; all the flowers
get spoiled. Does the music of birds ever reach your heart? Your internal noise
is so much, that all the songs of birds remain outside only.
When the wise say, that you should get out of
the World, they are not telling, that you should literally (vastutaH) get out
of it. There is no method of getting out; you are integrated (EkIbhUt) with it,
you are homogenous (Ek-ras) with it; this indeed is your nature (svarUp); you
are part of it. Then, how will you get out of it? You would become free from your
(those) assumptions (mAn), which are not real (true); you would become free
from that snake, which you behold in a rope; but, the rope will remain. There
is a maze of your dreams, and you see something, for something else.
Your World is in your sleep – it (World) is the
name for delusional happenings. (Translator’s note – Acharya make an elaborate
reference to a friend’s inspiration for great poetry in the sleep. This has
been condensed here.) Therefore, when Ashtavakra uses the word ‘World’ – that
the wise awakens towards the World, that the wise becomes free of the World –
do not understand that he has become free of this World (as such). How can you
become free of that (ussE) which ‘is’? One is to become free in (into) (usmE)
that which ‘is’; he has to become free of that which ‘is not’. One who becomes
free from that which ‘is not’, indeed he becomes free ‘into’ that which ‘is’.
There are two aspects (pahlU) of freedom (liberation) (mukti) – to become free
of the falsity, and to become free in (into) the truth (reality) (sac). Only
because of our bondage to the falsity, we are not able to spread our wings into
the truth (reality); because of the shackles (janjIr) of falsity, we are not
able to fly in the sky. If you understand the words of the wise, correctly,
your life could become still more beautiful – it would become most beautiful
(sundaratam) – it would become ‘satyam Sivam sundaram’.
This
World could become golden (propitious) (svarNim), if you awaken; it has become
very dirty (filthy) because of your sleep; this indeed is a state of insanity
(vikshipta), because of your oblivion (bEhOSI). You are calling this state of
insanity as World. People are running – they are racing – and do not even know,
where they are running to and what for. They are going, because others are also
going. Everyone is going to Delhi; therefore, they are also going to Delhi. Everyone
wants position; therefore, they also want position. Everyone wants wealth;
therefore, they also want wealth. You ask others also, and they will say –
‘everyone else wants it; therefore, we also want’. People are busy in
hustle-bustle; they emulate (anukaraNa) one another. People are just carbon
copies; they are living like a reflection (chAyA); they are not genuine
(vAstavik), not substantial (ThOs), not authentic (pramANik). This hurry-burry,
this hustle-bustle should be called a disease. Psychologists say – ‘in the
World, out of four people, three are, more or less, insane; the fourth one also
could possibly be insane, but not quite sure’. It must be so; those, whom we
call ‘wise people’ (buddha purusha), are very few; they have gone out of siege
(ghEr) of our insanity; but, the crowd is insane.
You gather wealth, but forfeit life; you gather
stones and pebbles, but sell out the Self (AtmA); if this is not insanity, then
what? You are gathering (baTOr) thorns, and holding on to them dearly,
considering them to be flowers; it means that you have labelled them (thorns)
as flowers. The thorn is pricking, and the pain is also felt; yet, you do not
want to leave them off. If someone tells you (to leave them off), you say that
the Worldly cycle would come to end, as if you have taken contract (ThEkA) for driving
the Worldly cycle. The Worldly cycle is the design (plan) (AyOjan) of
paramAtmA; it is indeed the journey of paramAtmA. The wheels of this World are,
in fact, the wheels of His chariot; it will keep moving. Now you are being
dragged (ghasIT); then (after awakening), you would be riding the chariot; this
is the only difference.
I shall repeat the difference; now you are in
such a condition, where you are tied to the axle (cAk) (of the chariot), and
being dragged in the street; all the dust is blowing on to you; your bones and
ribs are being broken; you are getting worn out, because you are tied to the axle.
The chariot would keep moving; the Sun would keep rising; the moon would come
up; the stars would rise; the Earth would remain green; the birds would sing
songs; there would be love; the Truth-rain would keep pouring; the nectar would
spring forth; all these thing will happen. But (when you awaken), you would be
riding the chariot like an emperor – not tied to its axle like a slave. Do not
be afraid; you do not lose anything by awakening; you would lose only that,
which never ‘was’, but which you had assumed ‘to be’. By awakening, you gain
and gain only. You gain only that, which was always with you, but you never
untied the knot, and never peeked inside.
Therefore, I always tell my ascetics (sanyAsI) –
‘I want to give you, only that, which ‘is’ with you, and I want to take, only
that from you, which ‘is not’. Someone asks me – ‘now that we are taking
sanyas, what shall we renounce?’ I tell them – ‘renounce that which ‘is not’
with you. You renounce that, which ‘is not’ with you, but, which you have
assumed (taken for granted) ‘to be’, which indeed ‘is not’. Ego is not at all
there; if you search it out, you would not find it, anywhere. The more you
search, the less you find it (ego). If you search it properly, you would not
find it at all. If you ‘go’ inside, closing your eyes, to find where ego is,
you would not find, even a little shadow of it. But, it is, and we live for
that only, we die for that only, we kill for that only. We have assumed ‘I am
this’ (yahI).’
‘Mine – yours’ are false. There is nothing here,
which is ‘mine, and nothing which is ‘yours’. Everything ‘was’ there, but we
were not there; everything will be there, but we would not be there. Therefore,
all this ‘mine – yours’ is false. Everything belongs to the Lord (prabhu). When
you say ‘mine’, then you have set up a falsity. The more you set up falsity,
the more impossible it becomes, to find the truth. Even, if ever, you orient
(unmukh) yourself, towards the truth, it is not for the sake of quest for
truth. Someone’s wife dies, and he comes (to me) saying – ‘what is there in the
World? Please give me sanyas now’. I tell him – ‘just wait for some time; do
not take sanyas, when you are in grief, because, after two months, when grief
would be over, you would start searching for another wife; this is a fit
(AvESa) of grief (duHkha). Do not take sanyas in this state of fit.’ Someone
has become bankrupt (divAlA); he says – ‘now, I should take sanyas’. A moment
before, there was eagerness, to carry on with Worldly cycle; now that, there is
bankruptcy, he wants to stop the Worldly cycle. But, if he gets news, that a
buried treasure trove has been found, in the house – left behind by his father
– then, he rethinks about sanyas, and postpones it for later. Whenever one fails
or breaks down, he thinks of sanyas, and wants to run away. Such decisions are
not taken after due deliberation.
I have heard that Mulla Nasruddin was on a sea
travel. A child fell down into the sea – it was bending over the rails, and
fell down. Who would dare to jump into the sea? Everyone was just watching.
Then, suddenly, people saw, Mulla jumping into the sea; he brought the child
out. People were felicitating him – ‘long live Mulla’; people were garlanding
him, that he had done something amazing (gazab). Then Mulla said – ‘stop this
nonsense; first, tell me, who pushed (dhakkA) me? If I come to know, who pushed
me, I shall tear him to pieces.’ Your sanyas is like that – someone pushes you
into it. Even if you get away from the World, it is not because of your choice;
you do not get away gloriously, but in infamy. Till you get thrashed (jUtE
paD), you do not move away.
There is a saying – ‘watch the spectacle
(tamASA), even if you get thrashed’ (sau sau jUtE khAyE, tamASA ghuskar dEkhEn).
When the spectacle is on, who worries about being thrashed? Why so much of
fascination (mOha) with the World? What did you get? Why are you holding on to
it, so fast? If ever you analyse (viSlEshaNa), you would come to know, why you
are holding on to it, so fast. Your life is empty; you are holding on to it, so
that you might, probably, get something from it – if not today, tomorrow, or
the day after. Even then, you did not get anything, so far; but, you are
holding on to it fast, and not leaving it. Look at it carefully – you are
trying to extract oil from sand, which is not going to happen; you are wasting
your time. Has anyone succeeded like this? How many people have been born in
this Earth? Crores and crores of people have come before you, and all have done
the same thing; they have watched the same spectacle. And, then they bade
farewell, empty handed. Even before it is time for you, to bid farewell, you
awaken, of your own choice. When you, yourself, get reconciled to that, which,
one day, death is bound to do, that very day, you begin to attain the Truth. Before
death snatches you away, you say, to yourself – ‘there is nothing in this
(World); I do not want to hold on to it’.
I am not telling you, nor Ashtavakra tells you,
that you should run away to the forest or mountains, because, no wise would
ever teach you, to flee. When those, who ran away, got
wisdom, they all came back. Buddha and Mahavir ran away, but, when they got
wisdom, they understood, and came back. Rabindranath (Tagore) has written a
nice poem. Buddha returns back after six years, and his wife - Yasodhara, comes
to meet him. She asks him a question – ‘I have to ask you, only one question. This
question has been bothering me, for the past six years, since you left. I am
alive, just for asking this question’. Buddha asked – ‘what is the question?’
She tells him – ‘I want to ask, whether whatever you attained, by going to the
forest, could it not have been attained, by remaining here?’ Rabindranath was
not in favour of Buddha running away – no one can be in favour of running away;
therefore, he has written his thought (opinion) (mantavya), through Yasodhara. She
asks – ‘even if it is assumed, that you got something, in the forest, could you
not have attained the same, had you remained here?’ Rabindranath says that
Buddha remained quiet; what to say? If he says, that it could have been
attained, here itself, then Yasodhara would have said – ‘then, what kind of
madness is this? Why did you, then, run away to the forest?’ He (Buddha) could
neither say that, whatever he got in the forest, could not be attained here,
because, that which was attained there (in the forest), could have been
attained anywhere. It (running away) was just a delusion (bhrAnti). Fleeing is
not at all in the teaching of Ashtavakra. Surely, it is not in my teaching
also. Today’s Sutra would make this clear to you.
The art of awakening (jAgaraNa), even while
remaining in this World, is the established order (dharma). Then, we become
similar to lotus in the water; we remain in water, and yet, water does not touch
us. It is fun (mazA), majesty (garimA), glory (mahimA) only then - that you
become alone (akElA), even while standing in the market place; that even in the
midst of ruckus of market place, meditation fructifies; that even in the midst
of all sorts of interferences (vyAghAt), distractions (vikshEpa), you derive
inner fragrance of total absorption (samAdhi). It is so, because, if you reach
Himalayas, then, there is fear, that the quiet (SAnti) of that place, could
deceive you. Himalayas is certainly peaceful; sitting there, you also might
become peaceful; but it cannot be ascertained, whether you have, indeed, become
peaceful, or whether you seem to be peaceful, because of that place
(Himalayas); it is not possible to know whether you are peaceful, due to the
prevailing environment (vAtAvaraNa) or whether there is indeed a shift in your
mind. It can be known only when you return back to the market place.
I also tell you – one who engages (ulajh)
himself in Himalayas, begins to fear, return to market place. He fears,
because, the moment he comes to the market place, he gets lost. Real test is,
when one is in the market place; that indeed, is the touch-stone (yardstick)
(kasauTI). It is possible to ascertain, only in the market place, where there
is scope (suvidhA) for getting lost, whether one has attained something or not.
If one loses himself in the market place, then he has not attained anything.
What is the value of, not becoming angry, in the loneliness, sitting in the
cave of Himalayas? It can be known, only when, someone abuses you, and you do
not become angry. If one is peaceful, sitting in the cave of Himalayas, where there
is none to abuse, to instigate, to infuriate, then, such a peace is borrowed
(udhAr); this indeed is the peace of Himalayas, which is reflected (jhalak) in
you; it is not, indeed, yours. The yardstick of your peace is in the market
place. Therefore, Ashtavakra is not in favour of running away, neither I am. I
am surely in favour of awakening. Fleeing is cowardice; there is fear in it - not
success over fear.
Understand this first Sutra –
kva mOhaH kva ca vA viSvaM kva taddhAnaM kva
muktatA |
sarvasankalpasImAyAM
viSrAntasya mahAtmanaH || 18 : 14 || 190 ||
‘For that great soul
(mahAtmA), who has become relaxed (viSrAnt), consequent to end (anta) of entire
(whole lot of) (sampUrNa) resolves (desires) (sankalpa), where is delusion
(fascination) (mOha) or World (samsAra) or meditation (dhyAna) or even
liberation (mukti)?’
Listen to this unprecedented
(apUrva) statement. Ashtavakra says – sarva sankalpa sImAyAM viSrAntasya
mahAtmanaH | - whose entire resolve has come to end - in whose mind, resolves
and options (sankalpa-vikalpa) do not arise, whose mind does not weave webs of
dreams (sapnA) about happenings (this way or that way), in whose mind, notions
about the future, do not arise, whose imaginations have quietened, whose memory
(smRti) has fallen asleep, who lives in the present... Mahatma is one, who has
attained that quietude, (which is) obtained on reaching (transcending) the
boundary (sImA) of all resolves.
The meaning of ‘Mahatma’ is –
in whose life, there remains no aspirational (AkAnkshA) race – now, he does not
desire anything whatsoever; he does not desire even paramAtmA or brahman or
even liberation (mOksha); he has no desires at all – the very ‘want’ (desire) has
got dissolved (visarjit); he is captivated (mugdha) by the taste (ras) of That
which ‘is’; he is immersed (dUb) in the poetry (kAvya) of That which ‘is’; he
is supremely satiated in (with) That which ‘is’; now, it is celebration
(mahOtsave) for him, howsoever things are. (Translator’s note – Acharya uses
the term ‘jO hai’ which, normally means ‘as is’, but, taking into
consideration, the context, ‘is’ seems to refer to ‘existence per se’.
Therefore, it has accordingly been translated as ‘is’ in the sense of Existence
or Being)
‘For that great soul
(mahAtmA), who has become relaxed (viSrAnt), consequent to end (anta) of entire
(whole lot of) (sampUrNa) resolves (desires) (sankalpa), where is delusion
(fascination) (mOha)?’ Now, whom will he call ‘mine’? ‘I’ (main) does not
remain. Understand this. Ego (I) is the name for the union of resolves
(sankalpa) and options (vikalpa). Think of it this way – if someone snatches away
your past (atIta) from you, then, you would not be able tell, as to who you
are, because, once your past is snatched, you would not be able tell, who your
father is, who your mother is, which clan (kula) you belong, which is your
nationality, which is your language, whether you are Hindu or Muslim or
Christian or Jain, whether you are a Brahmin or Sudra – you won’t be able to
tell anything (about yourself). If someone snatches away your past, in one
stroke, will there remain any definition (paribhAshA) for your ego (I)? You
would find the definition totally lost.
There is a friend of mine - a
doctor. He was going by a train; the train was crowded; he was standing at the
door. He was a little freakish (jhakkI) natured. He might have forgotten, that
he should hold on to the handles (of the door) strongly. When he was, probably,
engrossed in some thought, he fell down, outside the train; he sustained
serious (internal) injury in his head; there was no major external injury; no
bones were broken. But, he lost his memory (smRti). The brain being a delicate
machine, he must have sustained some serious injury, resulting in loss of
memory – some thread has snapped. Therefore, he had forgotten everything. He
was not able to remember, even his name or address or native place. He was sent
back to his village, after checking the ticket etc. For three years, he did not
remember anything. He studied along with me; he is my childhood friend; I went
to see him. He was looking towards me, but could not recognise me; he had lost
all memories. He could not even recognise his own wife, or his father. He
started learning a, b, c anew.
If your memory is lost, then,
who are you? ‘I’ (ego) is the aggregate (sangrahI-bhUt) essence (sAr) – accumulation
(sancaya) - of your memory. If your future plans get lost, then, you are also
lost. It is your past, which constitutes your ‘I’. You say – ‘I am son of so
and so, I have so much of wealth, I am a Brahmin etc.’ Even your future plans –
imaginations – constitutes you (your ego). You say – ‘if not today, tomorrow, I
am going to become the Chief Minister; then, I shall become Prime Minister;
just wait (and see) – I am going to earn crores of rupees.’ Not only the past,
but also your future, constitutes your ego. Ego (I) is standing in between
these two; both these crutches (baisAkhiyA) are the legs of your ego. If both
these (crutches) collapse, your ego is lost.
When resolves – options
(sankalpa-vikalpa) come to end, the person’s awareness (cEtanA) reaches supreme
relaxation. Neither there is any push (dhakkA) of the past (pIchE), nor any
pull of the future (AgE). You remain quiet (peaceful) (SAnta) in the present
(vartamAn) moment (kshaNa) – you attain relaxation. Where is delusion, and
where is World for such a Mahatma? Do you think that, for such a Mahatma, all
these – trees, moon-stars, clouds etc - would go away? If it is so, then, Ashtavakra
is addressing whom? Then, Janaka is also not there at all; whom is he
explaining? No. ‘Where is World?’ – means – ‘where are the dreams?’ The meaning
of the word ‘World’ (samsAr) is – the race that is going on inside you – it should
happen so, I should attain so and so, I should do such and such. ‘World’ is the
journey of that Sheikh Chilli, sitting inside you. I want to reiterate this to
you; otherwise, you will fall into great delusion. You think that ‘leaving the
World’ means, leaving the home, household. ‘Leaving the World’ means – ‘leaving
the future’, ‘leaving the past’, ‘leaving the options (resolves – alternatives)
(sankalpa-vikalpa)’. ‘Where is World?’
This is a wonderful Sutra. Ashtavakra says –
‘for such a person, where is meditation, and where is even liberation (mukti)?’
Everything is gone. When the disease is gone, the medicine also goes. When your
disease is over, you do not carry the bottles of medicines, on your shoulders –
‘thanks to you; because of you, my disease is gone; now, how can I leave you? I
shall always carry you along. This is penicillin injection; because of this, my
disease has gone; I shall worship this.’ The day you are rid of disease, you
throw them (medicines) in trash can; the matter ends there.
Thoughts (vicAr) are disease, and meditation is
the medicine. The World (samsAr) is the disease, and liberation (mOksha) is the
medicine. When there is no World at all, then, where is liberation, and what kind
of liberation? When, that which binds us, is not there, then, what kind of
release (chuTkArA)? This might appear to you, to be very difficult to grasp,
because, you have assumed that, when there will be no World, then it will be
liberation. But, Ashtavakra is right - quite right. Ashtavakra’s statement is so
true in the sphere of spirituality (adhyAtma), as Einstein’s statements are, in
the sphere of mathematics. He has a very deep insight. He says – ‘when the
disease is gone, the medicine is also gone. When the World itself does not
remain, why raise the topic of liberation?’
sarvasankalpasImAyAM viSrAntasya mahAtmanaH | -
now, one has attained relaxation (viSrAnti) from everything – from the World,
liberation, thoughts, and meditation. kva mOhaH kva ca vA viSvaM kva taddhAnaM
kva muktatA | - now, what kind of World or liberation or bondage or even
independence! All are gone – everything together!
All dualities (dvaita) in our lives, always
remain together. You might be astonished – the day grief is gone, from your
life, simultaneously, happiness also goes away. And that state (daSA) is called
bliss (Ananda). The day, the World goes off from your life, simultaneously,
liberation also goes away. We call that state as ‘innate nature’ (svabhAva),
‘truth’ (reality) (satya).
yEna viSvamidaM dRshTaM sa
nAstIti karOtu vai |
nirvAsanaH kiM kurutE
paSyannapi na paSyati || 18 : 15 || 191 ||
Listen to this - ‘one who
perceives this Universe (jagat), might as well, reject it also; but, a person,
bereft of desires (vAsanA), what has he to do (with World)? Even while he sees
the Universe, he does not perceive it.’
‘One who perceives this
Universe (jagat), might as well, reject it also’. One who is running away from
the World, still perceives it; otherwise, why should he run? He runs whereto,
runs from whom? If someone is running away from woman, then, woman still
remains in his desires. If a woman is running away, fearing her husband, then,
desire for her husband, still remains. We run away from that, with which we
have affinity (lagAv). Wherever there is a desire, we restrain ourselves from
that. Therefore, one who is called a ‘renunciate’ (tyAgI) is the opposite
(viparIt) form of enjoyer (bhOgI); it is the head-down posture (SIrshAsan) of
an enjoyer. There is no fundamental (buniyAdi) difference between a renunciate
and an enjoyer – they are standing reverse of one another; they are standing
back to back. But both of them have their sight set on the same thing. Enjoyer
wants wealth, and renunciate is afraid of wealth. Afraid means that, desire
still persists. Enjoyer says – ‘I shall die, if I do not get wealth’; and
renunciate says – ‘do not bring wealth before me; seeing wealth, it seems to me
that some serpent or scorpion has come; wealth is a poison’. Enjoyer says –
‘woman (kAminI) and gold (kAncan) are the ideals (aims) (lakshya) of life’.
But, the renunciate explains people – ‘save yourself from woman and gold’. But
the sight of both, is set on the same thing; there is no difference. But, a
wise, has neither interest in woman and gold, nor interest in renunciation (of
these).
yEna viSvamidaM dRshTaM sa
nAstIti karOtu vai | - For one who perceives the World, it is alright, even if
he refutes (inkAr) or renounces it. nirvAsanaH kiM kurutE – but, one who is
devoid of desires, what will do? Will he renounce it (World)? How would he do
that (renounce)? If, enjoyment (bhOga) does not remain, how would he renounce
it (World)? Renunciation is the other side of (the coin) enjoyment. nirvAsanaH
kiM kurutE paSyannapi na paSyati | - Such a person (one who is devoid of
desires), sees everything, and yet, nothing is perceived by him. The World is
not perceived by him – he just sees it. In fact, only he has the (real) eyes to
see – who does not perceive, even while seeing. Money is lying, and you are
passing by; if you are enjoyer, you would like to get hold of it, immediately.
If you are a renouncer, you would jump over it; if you delay even a little, you
fear that temptation might get hold of you; if no one is watching, you might
actually lift it, for any future contingency. Therefore, you would jump over it
and run away from it. The act of jumping over, proves that there still remains
desire in you. There is a third person; he keeps going, as is usual. If money
is lying, neither he lifts it, nor runs away from it.
Governor General arranged a
ceremony for presenting a title to Ishwar Chandra Vidyasagar (Bengali Educator
and Social Reformer – 19th Century). He was a poor man, wearing very
simple clothes. Therefore, his friends told him – ‘you are going to Viceroy’s
mansion; there will be reception ceremony; a lot of important people and
officials would be there; would you go in these clothes? No. It is not
appropriate. We shall get you good clothes.’ Ishwar Chandra tried to tell them,
that these were his real cloths, and if he wears clothes arranged by them, then
it would be borrowed clothes. But, they would not listen. Therefore, he
consented for the proposal. One day before the ceremony, in the evening, when
he went out for a walk, he saw a Muslim, wearing Lucknow-style clothes,
carrying a stick in his hand, going before him, ambling (Tahal) in the
Lucknow-style. Then, a man came running towards him, and said – ‘Mir Saheb,
your house is on fire; please come quickly; everything is burning.’ Hearing
this, even Ishwar Chandra became anxious. But that man (Mir) continued ambling
nonchalantly. His servant, again told him – ‘Master, didn’t you hear? Are you
in senses? Your house is on fire; everything is burning; but, you continue your
easy walk. This is not the time for Lucknow-style walk’. Ishwar Chandra has
written that the man (Mir) was smiling; he said – ‘this has been my style of
walking throughout my life; it cannot change, whether the house is on fire or
otherwise. If it is on fire, so be it; what will happen by my rushing? You go;
I shall come; this is time for my ambling. By my rushing, nothing is going to
change.’ That person continued his walking. Ishwar Chandra has written – ‘I
came to my senses. This person, whose house is on fire, is not bothered. And,
here I am; for going to the assembly of Viceroy, to get a present, I am to wear
borrowed clothes! This person does not change his walking style, even when his
house is on fire, and I am changing my clothes.’ Next day, he went to the
mansion of Viceroy in his simple clothes. Viceroy was a little worried. He
asked – ‘I heard that your friends have made arrangements for your clothes’. He
said – ‘yes, they made arrangements. But, this Mir Saheb has upset all that.
No. Life style does not change so easily.’
Whether life is this way or
that way, if your gait (cAl) remains same, if there is not even a little
difference, in enjoyment and renunciation, in happiness and grief, in success
and failure, if you continue to remain unshaken, only then relaxation (viSrAm)
has been reached. nirvAsanaH kiM kurutE
paSyannapi na paSyati | - Then, even while the World is seen by you, it is not
perceived. Only that which ‘is’, is perceived; that which ‘is not’, is not
perceived. Then, in fact (vastutaH), the reality (yathArtha) gets revealed to
you; you do not project (prakshEpaNa) yourself on the reality. Seeing things as
they are, is supreme bliss, supreme relaxation.
yEna dRshTaM paraM brahma
sO(a)haM brahmEti cintayEt |
kiM cintayati niScintO
dvitIyaM yO na paSyati || 18 : 16 || 192 ||
‘One who has seen Supreme
Brahman (parabrahma), might as well, reflect (cintan) as ‘I am Brahman (brahma)’,
but the one who, does not, certainly, perceive another, what would he reflect?’
Listen to this flight (soar)
(uDAn) even higher than that of Upanishads! Upanishads seem to be the ultimate
flight. There seems to be no possibility, that there could exist a flight, even
beyond (higher than) that of Upanishads; but, Ashtavakra, takes flight, even
higher than that of Upanishads. This Sutra says – yEna dRshTaM paraM brahma
sO(a)haM brahmEti cintayEt | - one who beholds Brahman, he might, probably,
think (reflect) that ‘I am Brahman’......| kiM cintayati niScintO dvitIyaM yO
na paSyati | - But, one who does not perceive another (dUsrA), whose entire
reflections (cintan) and thoughts (cintA), have come to end, what would he think
(reflect)? What would he do? He cannot even say ‘I am Brahman’ (aham
brahmAsmi), because, there remains no difference between me (I) (aham) and
Brahman (brahma). ‘I am Brahman’ (aham brahmAsmi) is the mahA vAkya of
Upanishads. Ashtavakra says – Who am I, and who is Brahman? Now, there are two;
and you are trying to create association (sambandha) between these two. But,
duality has not ended; even now another is perceived.
A disciple of famous Zen
Fakir Rinzai came to him, and said – ‘my meditation (dhyAna) has fructified
(phal), flower has blossomed, and I have attained (reached) void (SUnya)’. Rinzai
was doing some job - drawing a picture; he did not even lift his eyes. The
disciple became aggrieved – ‘I have brought news about happening of such a big
event; but this preceptor continues to draw picture; he does not even look at
me!’ He said again – ‘haven’t you heard? I have attained total absorption
(samAdhi)’. Rinzai, while continuing to draw, said – ‘throw out samAdhi etc;
throw out void and all, outside; do not bring them in. Till the time, you feel
that you have attained void, ‘you’ are present; then, what kind of void! One
who has attained void, cannot even speak (say) that he has attained void. How
will he say? Who will say? Void and ‘I’ are not two; they have become one.’
Rinzai is right when he says – ‘throw these out’. Years passed – firstly, many
years pass in (practising) meditation; then, many years passed, in throwing
them out. Our mind is such that, whatever we get hold, it is once and for all.
Initially, we get hold of World (samsAr), then, renunciation, then, asceticism
(sanyAsa); we get hold of even void. We have become so accustomed to getting hold
(of things), that we try to bind (grasp) even void within our fists. After
passage of many years, the disciple came back, one day. Rinzai stood up and
embraced him – ‘good! Now it has been accomplished’. The disciple did not even
say anything, but Rinzai stood up, and embraced him. The disciple said –
‘today, I have not even made any submission (nivEdan)’. Rinzai said – ‘that’s
why! That’s why! Submission cannot even be made. Today, you have come, after
becoming void; one who makes submission is not present.’
‘I am Brahman’ – still some
difference is there (in the statement). Listen to these words - ‘One who has
seen Supreme Brahman (parabrahma), might as well, reflect (cintan) as ‘I am
Brahman (brahma)’, but the one, who does not, certainly, perceive another, what
would he reflect?’ kiM cintayati niScintO dvitIyaM yO na paSyati | - This is
the stage (avasthA) of supreme (paramA) knowledge (wisdom) (jnAna), even beyond
(ordinary) knowledge (jnAna). Probably, that is why, Buddha and Mahavira have
not talked of paramAmA. But, Hindus thought that they were atheists (nAstik) –
that Buddha does not speak of paramAtmA, and so also Mahavira. But, I would
like to remind you, that this a supreme stage, where paramAtmA cannot be even
spoken of. Even for talking about paramAtmA, one has to come down a little.
And, Buddha, has not even talked of Self (AtmA), because, it is a matter of
experience, which cannot be spoken of. These cannot be bound (grasped) within
thoughts (vicAr). These are convictions (ascertainment through experience)
(pratIti) beyond reflection (cintan) – even a shadow of these (convictions) are
not formed in the (stage of) reflection (cintan). And whatever is made out in
(the stage of) reflection, gets distorted (deformed) (vikRta).
dRshTO yEnAtmavikshEpO
nirOdhaM kurutE tvasau |
udArastu na vikshiptaH
sAdhyAbhAvAtkarOti kim || 18 : 17 || 193 ||
‘One who sees distraction
(vikshEpa) in the Self, might as well, control (nirOdha)......|’ Take note of
every Sutra. First Sutra was against the renouncers (tyAgI) – renouncer is
similar to enjoyer. The second Sutra goes beyond the Upanishads – against the
Upanishads – ‘I am Brahman’ - one who makes even such a declaration, is still
one step below. The third Sutra is against Patanjali - ‘One who sees
distraction (vikshEpa) in the Self, might as well, control (nirOdha)......|’
Patanjali said – ‘Yoga means control of mental modifications (behaviour)
(vRtti)’. ‘But, such a noble (udAra) person, bereft of distractions, what will
he do, in the absence of aim (goal) (end) (sAdhya)?’ Till the time, there are
distractions in the mind, one might practise control (nirOdha) (of mind); but,
when there are no distractions, then, what kind of control, control of what,
and who is to control?
dRshTO yEnAtmavikshEpO
nirOdhaM kurutE tvasau | - whose mind is restless (bEcainI), might practise
restraint (abstinence) (samyama); in whose mind, there is tension (tanAv),
might practise relaxation (viSrAnti); in whose mind, thousands of waves of
desires (temptations) (vAsanA) arise, might practise control (nirOdha) (of
mind). udArastu na vikshiptaH sAdhyAbhAvAtkarOti kim | - But, whose mind, has,
in fact, become peaceful (SAnta), whose consciousness (caitanya) has indeed
reached (attained) relaxation, what kind of control will he practise? There remains
nothing to control.
‘..such a noble (udAra)
person, bereft of distractions, what will he do, in the absence of aim (goal)
(end) (sAdhya)?’ For him, no aim (goal) is left; neither there is any goal, nor
any tool (means) (sAdhan) (to attain the goal). Such a moment is, indeed the
hour of supreme liberation (parama mukti) – when, neither there is anything, to
attain nor to lose. Then, you have come home; you have come to that place, for
reaching which, you have always been rushing (running). That place is such
that, it was always present in your interior; had you turned your vision
inside, you would have attained (reached) it. There is no need for any search,
to find it. In fact, you had been going astray because of your search (quest).
This, indeed, is your innate nature (svabhAva); it is not an aim (goal), but your
innate nature. Nothing is to be done to reach (attain) it; it is already
attained (reached) by you. This is the benediction (grace) (prasAda) of the
Lord (prabhu). This has already been attained by you. It is present in your
inside, had you only turned your vision inside!
dhIrO lOkaviparyastO
vartamAnO(a)pi lOkavat |
na samAdhiM na vikshEpaM na
lEpaM svasya paSyati || 18 : 18 || 194 ||
‘Such a wise (knowledgeable
person) (dhIra), who remains (exists) (baratnA) like an ordinary person, and yet,
different from him, neither sees (his) total absorption (concentration)
(samAdhi), nor distraction (vikshEpa), nor pollution (blemish) (stain)
(dUshaNa).’
dhIrO lOkaviparyastO
vartamAnO(a)pi lOkavat | - This is the definition (paribhAshA) of ‘supremely wise’ (parama jnAnI)’ – one who, even
while remaining (existing) like an ordinary person, yet different from him’.
Take note of this – as renunciation (tyAga) comes (arises) in your life, that
very moment, you try not to remain (behave) like an enjoyer; you try to be
special. Only yesterday, someone asked me, about the path (rAstA), by which he
could become a great person (mahA-mAnava), he could become a great soul
(mahAtmA). This, indeed, is egotism (ahankAr); but, he wants to escape in the
guise of mahAtmA; you just be natural (simple) (sahaja). This effort, to become
a mahAtmA, is a disease. In this effort, all the seeds, all the germs of the
disease, lie hidden. You just remain (behave) like an ordinary person; do not
try to be (become) different. That is why, I tell you, after sanyAs, try not, to
be different. I tell you to remain, the way you are; be like an ordinary
person. The difference (antar) should come inside; the event (occurrence)
(ghaTanA) takes place inside; you become inside witness, and a revolution would
take place. You keep doing the same, which you were doing till yesterday; just
add a thread (formula) (sUtra) of witness (sAkshI). Asceticism (sanyAs) is not
renunciation of anything, but assuming (accepting) (adopting) (grahaNa) a new
state of mind (mood) (bhAva-daSA). Asceticism is not about breaking anything;
but adding (attaching) (jOD) a new state of witness, in your life; it is not a
debt (RNa), but wealth (dhana).
‘Such a wise (knowledgeable person) (dhIra),
who remains (exists) (baratnA) like an ordinary person, and yet, different from
him, neither sees (his) total absorption (concentration) (samAdhi), nor
distraction (vikshEpa), nor pollution (blemish) (stain) (dUshaNa), nor being
under bondage (bandhana-lipta).’ Such a person neither claims (dAvA) being
(remaining) absorbed (samAdhistha), nor being uninvolved (alipta), nor being
bereft of desires (vItarAga). But, if you approach him, you will experience, in
every one of his waves (vibe) (tarang), there is claim, that there is no claim.
There is claim in his very presence (mauzUdgi). In his presence, you will
experience, that something has happened, something unprecedented (apUrva) has
happened, something unique (advitIya) has happened, some such thing has
happened, which normally does not happen. And, then, you will also be
astonished, that he behaves (vyavahAr) just like you.
When Kabir attained knowledge (wisdom) (jnAna), his disciples told him – ‘now,
you stop weaving clothes; it is not dignified (SObhA) for you.’ Kabir was a
weaver. Throughout the day, he would be weaving cloth, then take it to market,
to sell. They said – ‘you are such a great mahAtmA, and you have so many
disciples; therefore, now, you stop this (weaving)’. But, Kabir said – ‘no. Let
things remain as it is, howsoever it is. And, Ram comes to the market, in so
many forms, for purchasing cloth; if I do not weave cloth for him, then, no one
else would (be able to) weave cloth in so many ways. Don’t you see, how carefully
(jatan) I weave cloth? No one would weave with such care. My work will
continue.’ Therefore, Kabir continued as a weaver; he was weaving cloth, and
selling it, till his last breath. This is the state (condition) (avasthA) of a
supremely wise (parama jnAnI) person. If there was even a little ego, this
opportunity was not worth leaving. (Translator’s note – the last sentence –
‘opportunity not worth leaving’ – the implication is that, if he had even a
little ego, he would have allowed himself to be persuaded, and abandoned his
profession.)
(Saint) Gora Kumbhar (from
Varkari sect of Maharashtra – 13/14th Century) attained wisdom, but
he continued to make pots, and also selling them. Someone told about him –
‘what kind of a job he is doing – a potter!’ He (Gora) responded – ‘I have
heard that paramAtmA also is a potter, and he has made the Universe. When he
does not feel ashamed (of his profession), why should I? We make small pots and
He makes huge pots. Surely, he is great, and we are small.’ And, whatever was
going on, continued.
Sain Nai (Bhagat Sain) (15th
century – served as a barber, in the court of King of Rewa) continue to be
barber. Devotees asked him to stop it. Some devotee, who came to him for
hair-cut, said – ‘I feel hesitant (shy) to get haircut, by a person like you –
a mahAtmA’. Sain said – ‘you get hair cut from me; while I cut your hair, I
would also shave off your head; I shall clean up everything. Isn’t it the task
of mahAtmA, to shave? You keep coming. While cutting your hair, some day, I
shall cut off your head also.’ But Sain continued his job as a barber.
Saint Raidass (15th
Century), continued his job as cobbler (camAr). These all are unique persons.
Among them only, great personages (mahASaya) have appeared.
‘Who, while remaining like
ordinary people, yet, different from them.....’ Behaviour is just like that of ordinary
people, but the difference is inside. People are in a state of stupor (oblivion)
(mUrchit), but he (wise) is awake (jAgrat). He walks the same path, which
people are walking, but people are walking in inebriated condition, but he
walks sensibly (consciously) (hOS). He does the same, which others are doing;
but, people do not know what is happening – they just keep doing; they are
walking, rushing in the thick fog of desires (temptations); but the wise has
kindled his inner lamp. The difference is in the inner lamp.
Keep this in mind – One who wants
to show difference in conduct (behaviour) (vyavahAr), probably, his inner lamp
has not been lit. That is why, that which should be known, by the lamp, is
shown, through difference (in conduct). There is no lamp – it is empty (unlit)
(khAlI), the house is empty (sUnA); therefore, he makes superficial arrangements
(AyOjan) – he stands naked. If one is stainless (blemishless) (nirdOsh) inside,
there is no need to stand naked. He is not stainless inside – he has not become
child-like, inside; but, he can always make (such) outside claim. By standing
naked, nothing gets solved. Even insane people, stand naked. Standing naked is
a matter of very simple practice; but, by this, there will be no internal
transformation (rUpAntaraNa). Also, I am not saying that, if internal
transformation has taken place, inside you, and if you feel, standing naked to
be natural, then, I do not say, that you should hold (stop) (ruk). Do whatever
is natural; but it should not be through effort.
See your pious ones (sAdhu)
and Mahatmas. They make all sorts of efforts to be distinct (viSishTa) from
you. One Sadhu came with me, on a journey (yAtrA). I faced great problems with
him, because, all his activities start at 3 O’clock (in the morning). So, he got
up (at 3 O’clock). I told him – ‘we are staying in another’s house; we should
take into consideration, others also’. He said – ‘Am I a house-holder
(gRhastha)? I shall get up at 3 O’clock only’. I said – ‘it’s alright; you get
up at 3 O’clock, but, do not chant Ram Ram so loudly; people of house, and even
the locality, wake up.’ He said – ‘that’s what I have always been doing’. I
said – ‘do it a little softly (dhIrE), do it within your mind; what is the
harm? Ram would always hear – He is not deaf’. Kabir has said – ‘has God become
deaf’ (kyA bahrA huA khudAya). Is your God deaf that you are praying (azAn) so
loudly? Why shout so loudly? But, it indeed seems so. I told him – ‘you have
nothing to do with God (ISvar); you want to announce to the entire locality
(mohallA), the whole village, that Swamiji has got up – see Swamiji has got up
at 3 O’clock – in the Brahma Muhurta!’. Then, I had great problems with him. He
wants ghee – prepared only three hours before; otherwise, he would not take it.
He wants cow’s milk – not buffalo’s. I asked him – ‘what is the matter?’ He
said – ‘if you take buffalo’s milk, your intellect (buddhi) would become like
that of buffalo’. I told him – ‘do not take water melon (tarbUj) etc;
otherwise, your intellect would become like water melon. Do not take leafy
vegetables; otherwise, you would become like leafy vegetables (sAg-bAjI).’ Even
in cow’s milk, he wants milk of white skinned cow – not dark skinned. He created
so much troubles. But, he became very famous quickly. The whole village comes
to know that Mahatma has come. The whole village experienced troubles. But, all
these were just a game, and nothing more. (Translator’s note – Brahma Muhurta –
one Muhurta is 48 minutes : Brahma Muhurta begins 2 Muhurtas before Sunrise.
Suppose, Sunrise is at 6 O’clock, Brahma Muhurta begins at 4.24.)
If you want to exhibit
(pragaTa) outside, it would only mean, that the inner lamp has not yet been
kindled; you are trying to find something to complement it, so that people
could come to know. When the inner lamp is kindled, people come to know, in a
very subtle (sUkshma) way. Your waves (vibes) begin to touch the hearts of
people. The waves (vibes) arising from you, very slowly, envelope the hearts of
people; it is a very delicate touch (sparSa); it (vibes) of a great personage
(mahASaya) has a very feminine (straiNa) shade (chAyA) – it is not aggressive
(AkramaNa) over anyone. Ego is aggressive; it is masculine (purusha). Egolessness
(nirahankArItA) is full of love.
If the internal lamp is
present (kindled) (mauzUd), one does not bother about external things; but, if
the internal lamp is not present, one has to depend on thoughts (cintA) about outside
things. Therefore, he undertakes fasting (upavAs), adopts head-down posture
(SIrshAsan), adopts other postures (Asan), does physical exercises (vyAyAm),
and does thousands of foolish activities (mUDtA). Remember that, in the
background, the entire planning (AyOjan) is, to make people aware, that he is
distinct (special) (viSishTa); that he is not an ordinary person, but a special
person. If you observe carefully, the life-style (jIvan-caryA) of your
Mahatmas, in ninety-nine percent cases, you will see, these kinds of things,
the whole purpose of which is, vindication (confirmation) (pushTi) of the ego.
Somehow or other, to prove that he is not ordinary (sAmAnya), but special. But,
the one, who is (really) special, does not have any such ambitions (AkAnkshA) –
there is no need for him, to prove that he is special. His specialty is so
pronounced (pragAD), that he could dare (himmat karnA) to be ordinary
(sAmAnya). Keep this in mind – one whose specialty is certain (suniScit), only
he can dare to be ordinary. One whose specialty is not certain, he makes
efforts to be special. An extra-ordinary (asAdAhAraNa) person could be
ordinary; but an ordinary person tries to make plans to be extra-ordinary.
‘....one who behaves
(baratnA) like an ordinary person, and yet, different from him....’ The
difference is internal, spiritual (Atmik); the difference is that of internal
effulgence (prakASa) – not that of outside conduct (vyavahAr). ‘Such a wise
(knowledgeable person) (dhIra), neither sees (his) total absorption
(concentration) (samAdhi), nor distraction (vikshEpa), nor pollution (blemish)
(stain) (dUshaNa).’ He does not see (perceive) anything – neither his (own) concentration,
nor non-concentration (distraction) (gair-samAdhi) of others. He does not look
towards you, as mean (hIn), sinful (pApI), hellish (narakIya), as the one who
is on a journey to hell – he does not see anything like that. One who has
reached relaxation inside himself, does not see any blemish in your inside
also.
There is a great saying of Buddha.
He said – ‘the moment I attained wisdom (jnAna), as far as I am concerned, the
whole World has attained wisdom; after that, I have not seen any ignorant
(person) (ajnAnI).’ But, because of this (statement), do not understand that,
you also have attained wisdom. Buddha (in fact) says – ‘one whose eyes have
beheld wisdom, he sees, the gem (ratna) hidden inside you also; he perceives
your innate nature (svabhAva).’ Therefore, Buddha did not see anyone’s inner
ignorance. And, whenever any Mahatma, behaves in such a way, as if, ‘I am
sacred (pavitra), and you are profane (apavitra), I am above (Upar), and you
are below (nIcE), I am Mahatma, and you are ordinary, Worldly person’, then
understand, that this person has not yet beheld (perceived) (the truth) (dikhAyI),
his eyes are not yet open, he is still blind (andhA) – this is the method of a
blind. He is, even now, groping (TaTol) like a blind; he does not have (his)
eyes; otherwise, paramAtmA splendid (baiThA), inside you, would have been seen
by him, in the same way, as he sees Him inside himself. Understand thus – the
more you get inside yourself, you get that much, inside others also, because,
you and another are not separate, inside. My inside and your inside are not
separate. In the interior, we are all one – we are different outside. For one,
who has only outer understanding, difference is perceived. For one, who has
inner understanding, difference is not perceived. Therefore, he neither sees
his own concentration (samAdhi) – na samAdhi na vikshEpa – also, you cannot
create any distraction (vikshEpa) for him.
It is said that, if a person,
in the house, becomes religious (dhArmik), the whole house gets upset
(parESAn). You might have seen – if someone becomes religious in your house,
the whole house comes to grief. He comes, after taking bath – no one should
touch him; if someone touches him, problem starts; he has been distracted. My
grandmother (Mother side) (nAnI) was a straight-forward, village type,
traditional (paramparAgat) person, brought up in the Jain mould (DAncA). If,
during meals, someone just mentions, name of anything non-vegetarian, she gets
disturbed (distracted) (vikshEpa). Just the name of anything non-vegetarian, is
not indeed non-vegetarian. Even if someone mentions ‘tomato’, she gets angry.
Till she was alive, tomato could not be brought into the house, because,
looking at tomato, one gets the feel of flesh (red colour). I was with her for
a long time, during my childhood. Once I understood her, I would not say
anything; I used to cross my lips with my forefinger. But, even keeping finger
was sufficient for her to get distracted.
What is the meaning of
distraction (vikshEpa)? It means that we are about to get disturbed (become
distraught) (vikshubdha); we are (always) ready (taiyAr) for that; we are
waiting for an opportunity; if we find any cause, we would get disturbed
(vikshubdha). Cause (for it) is not very far; when you are sitting ready, some
or other cause would come about; something or other will happen; if nothing
happens, then you will find one.
Ashtavakra says – na samAdhi
na vikshEpa – If a person has truly become peaceful, if he has attained
relaxation (viSrAm), you cannot disturb (vikshubdha) him. There is no distraction
for him. If he is meditating, sitting quietly, even if there is band music, he
would not get distracted; even if you create a ruckus (SOrgul), he would not
get distracted. There would be no disturbance, for his peace. If there is
peace, there is no disturbance at all. Disturbance happens, only when there is
no peace. The peace, which you deliberately (jabardastI) impose (ArOpita) upon
yourself, gets disturbed. There is no disturbance, for that peace which
develops inside, which comes from inside, which comes from the interior, which
manifests (AvirbhAva).
Sankaracharya was returning,
after morning bath, in the Brahma Muhurta; a Sudra pushed him; he became angry,
because he was a Sudra, He said – ‘you have ruined my bath; can’t you go carefully,
seeing a Brahmin?’ That Sudra said something most wonderful; he said – ‘I want
to ask you something. You say that the World (samsAr) is illusory (mAyA);
therefore, this body is also illusory, false; it ‘is not’; it just appears
(bhAsa) so. Therefore, have you become impure (apavitra), because of the body, which
just appears? Alternatively, perhaps – my Self (AtmA) is Sudra, and your Self
is Brahmin; then, there is Sudra and Brahmin, even in the Self also; if so, how
my Self is Brahman? Then, even Self is not immutable (nirvikAra). Therefore, you
have become polluted (bhrashTa), either by touching my body – the body which ‘is
not’, as per your reckoning - or even my Self is polluted. Please tell me.’ It
is said that Sankara got awakening. He bent down, and touched his (Sudra) feet,
and said – ‘I had thus far remained lost, in the maze of words.’ This
distraction – ‘Sudra has touched me’ - is because of one’s notions (dhAraNA).
I was once travelling by
train, from Bombay. There was another gentleman in my cabin. A lot of people
came, to see me off; therefore, he would have thought, that I must be some
Mahatma. In India (bhArat), it is customary that, if there is any Mahatma, one
should fall at his feet. As soon as the train moved, I came inside and closed
the door; then, he fell at my feet. I asked him – ‘brother, wouldn’t you like
to ask, as to who I am?’ He was astonished; he said – ‘what do you mean?’ I
said – ‘I am a Muslim’. He cursed himself; he said – why didn’t you tell me
earlier?’ I said – ‘you did not give me an opportunity; you touched my feet,
suddenly; I wish, you had given me an opportunity; you could have asked.’ Then,
he had some doubt, and looked at my face. He said – ‘I am a Brahmin; I thought,
that you are a Mahatma; (that is why) so many people came to see you off.’ I
said – ‘those were not any nice (bhalE) people; they were Bombay’s speculators
(satOriA), smugglers and the like – not any gentlemen; you have made a
mistake.’ Both of us were sitting in the cabin. He would look at my face, again
and again, whether I am Muslim or Hindu. After some time, he said – ‘you do not
look like a Muslim’. I told him – ‘brother, it is up to you; you can understand
whatever you want; shall I give it in writing, that I am not a Muslim? But I am
whatever I am. You made a mistake.’ When I saw him very disturbed, I told him –
‘I was just joking’. Then, again he touched my feet; he said – ‘is it also some
joke?’ I said – ‘even now, I am joking’. When the ticket collector came, he
asked for change of room; while he was going, he was looking at me, whether I
was mad or what. This is your notion (dhAraNA). If I am a Muslim, it is a
distraction. I am just I am, whether you want to call Muslim or Hindu. When I
was not Muslim, he again touched my feet.
There is a famous story of (Ivan)
Turgenev (Russian novelist). Two policemen were passing by a route. There was a
crowd, in front of a hotel; a person was holding both legs of a dog. He was
trying to throw it down (pachAD); he was shouting – ‘I shall kill it; it has
bitten me’. One policeman said – ‘go ahead, and kill it; it barks at the police
also.’ Dogs are very strange (ajIb); they bark at policeman, postman, sanyasi,
and wherever it sees uniform. The other policeman whispered in the ears of
other – ‘hold on; this seems to be the dog of Inspector.’ Immediately, things
changed. He (policeman) swooped (jhapaT) on the man, and got hold of him. He
said – ‘what kind of ruckus you are creating, in the street? Are you enacting
some show (tamASA) on the road? Let it go; do you know, whose dog it is?’
Quickly, he lifted up the dog on his shoulders, and started caressing it. He
said to the other policeman – ‘get him; take him into custody (havAlAt). Would you
allow him to riot (balvA)?’ But, the other policeman said – ‘brother, this dog
looks like it (Inspector’s dog), but not really’. Immediately, he threw down
the dog; he said – ‘I have to take bath.’ Why did he do so (caress) earlier?
The dog is same. That person said – ‘catch the dog; kill it’. The story goes
like that. Again, the other policeman says – ‘I am not very sure; I cannot say;
it seems exactly like the dog of Inspector. Let us not get into trouble.’ Then,
the story changes again.
Your distractions are your
notions only. If you believe (assume) (mAn), then, it is a distraction. Someone
becomes a Sudra, a Muslim, a Hindu, a Brahmin; then trouble begins in
everything. If your notions are gone (chUT), you would become peaceful; you
would reach certainty (notionlessness) (nirdhAraNa); then, what kind of
distraction! Then, even if someone is shouting, creating ruckus, it does not
create any tension, inside you. You would hear even the ruckus – it is also
acceptable. In acceptance, a revolution takes place; you become transformed.
‘Such a wise (knowledgeable
person) (dhIra), who remains (exists) (baratnA) like an ordinary person, and
yet, different from him, neither sees (his) total absorption (concentration)
(samAdhi), nor distraction (vikshEpa), nor pollution (blemish) (stain)
(dUshaNa).’ - na samAdhiM na vikshEpaM na lEpaM svasya paSyati | - And, in his
life, nothing gets smeared (lEp) on him; nothing smears (covers) (lipta) him.
You may even send him through a cellar (kAlI kOTharI); but, he would come out
quite clean. (On the other hand), you (any other person) might be seated,
wearing any amount of clean and white clothes; but, it would make no
difference. Mulla Nasruddin, seeing a beautiful woman, on the way, pushed
(shoved) her; she became angry. She was a modern woman; she, immediately, got
hold of the hand of Nasruddin, and said – ‘don’t you feel ashamed? Your hairs
are grey’. Mulla said – ‘how does it matter, if the hair is grey? My heart is
still black and black only.’ No matter what kind of whitest clothes one wears,
how would it matter? If the heart is black, that’s all. Mulla said – ‘do not
get deceived by my hair; my heart is black, even now.’
We wear a covering (AvaraNa),
inside which, we are hiding something; whatever is hidden, is opposite
(reverse) of it (covering). But, nothing covers a wise (jnAnI) person; it means
that, at all times, his awakening (waking state) (jAgaraNa) remains inseparable
(avicchinna) (from the covering). He (wise) might pass through the World, and
nothing in this World, would touch him. It is not that, he would pass through
it fearfully, or he would scoot through it, or he would hide himself, under a
blanket. No, he would pass through it, in the same manner, as you do. But, you
get smeared (covered) (lipta) again and again; but, he does not get smeared.
That is the difference.
An ancient story of Japan. An
emperor told a Fakir – ‘I always see you sitting under this tree; I feel very
dedicated (SraddhA) to you; I feel for you; whenever I pass through this place,
something happens. Please come to my palace (mahal); you should not be sitting
here. Please be my guest; a great personage like you, should not be sitting
under the tree – in the sun and shade, in the rains and heat. Please come. That
Fakir stood up, saying – ‘alright’. Emperor was a little hesitant (jhijhak),
because, this is what our definition of renunciation (tyAga) is. Emperor
thought that the Fakir would say – ‘where are you going to take me – into the
trash (kacarE)? Palace and all are just rubbish; I am not a Worldly person
(samsArI). I am a sanyasi’. Had it been so, he (emperor) would have fallen at
his feet. But, the sanyasi stood up. He must have been a person with notions
(opinions) (dhAraNA) like that of Ashtavakra. He said – ‘if not here, then,
somewhere else. Why should I aggrieve you? Let us go’. Emperor brought him and
kept him in the palace – in a beautiful hall. He (sanyasi) would eat nice food,
sleep on fine mattresses and pillows. After six months, the Emperor said to the
Fakir – ‘Sir, please tell me one thing; now, what is the difference between you
and me? Now, both of us are similar. In a way, your condition is better than
mine – you have no worries or care, while I am facing problems throughout the
day, and I have worries. This is very nice. Now, what is the difference? Please
tell me. This question keeps arising in my mind. That Fakir said – ‘this
question arose then itself, under the tree, when I stood up, ready to come with
you. It (the question) has no connection with my coming to your palace. When I
stood up, and said – ‘alright’, that very moment, this question arose. You are
right; but, why did you take so long? You wasted six months. You could have
asked me, then and there. If you want to know the difference, I shall tell
tomorrow morning. Tomorrow morning, after getting up, we will go outside the
village.’ Emperor went along with him; they went outside the village. The Sun
had risen. The emperor asked – ‘now, please tell me’. He said – ‘let us go
forward, a little.’ It was afternoon, and the boundary (sImA) of empire had
come; they crossed the river. The emperor asked – ‘why are you dragging (the
matter)? Whatever you want to say, please tell me. Where are you taking me?’
That Fakir said – ‘this is my response; now, I am going; are you also coming
with me? I am not going to return’. The emperor said – ‘how is it possible? How
can I come? I have an empire, wife, children, wealth, riches, and all the
paraphernalia; how can they be managed without me? Then Fakir said – ‘have you
understood the difference? I am going; you cannot come along’. Emperor again
felt dedicated; he fell down at Fakir’s feet – ‘no, sir. What kind of fool was
I? Having acquired such a precious stone (hIrA) like you, I am losing it. No,
Sir. You shall return.’ That Fakir said – ‘I can come; then, the same question
would again arise; think of it. I can come even now; for me, it makes no
difference, whether I go this way or that way, Just think of it.’ The emperor
again became dubious (sandigdha). The Fakir said – ‘it would be better, for
your welfare and happiness, that I proceed, and not return; then only, you
could understand the difference.’
There is only one difference
between a sanyasi and a Worldly person (samsArI); Worldly person is involved
(lipta), obsessed (grasta), holds on (pakaD), bound in a trap (web) (jAl). Sanyasi
is also same, but, he could get out of the web, at any moment; he would not
look back. Sanyasi is one who does not look back – whatever happened, happened;
whatever not happened, not happened; from wherever he moved away (haT), it is
once and for all. Worldly person gets involved (grasit), becomes bound. Palaces
do not bind anyone; how can it? It is your fascination (mOha) which binds you.
This is the difference. The difference is very fine (bArIk), and it is
internal. Do not try to differentiate externally; otherwise, you would set up a
sort of duality (dvandva) between World and Sanyas. This very duality was in
the mind of the emperor. He was thinking that sanyasi is a renunciate (tyAgI)
and a Worldly person is an enjoyer (bhOgI). No. Renunciate and enjoyer – both
are Worldly persons only; sanyasi is a witness. He remains a witness in
renunciation, and also in enjoyment. He remains witness in happiness and grief.
Witness (witnessing) is the relish (svAd) of sanyas. Buddha has said – ‘wherever
you savour (cakh) me, you would find my taste (svAd) to be same’. If someone
savours the ocean, anywhere, he would find it salty (kharA) only; similarly,
from wherever you savour, (you will find) it is Buddha-hood (buddhatva),
witness (sAkshI), and awareness (consciousness) (jAgarUkatA).
bhAvAbhAvavihInO yastRptO
nirvAsanO budhaH |
naiva kincit kRtaM tEna
lOkadRshTyA vikurvatA || 18 : 19 || 195 ||
‘A satiated (tRpta) wise
person (jnAnI), who is bereft (beyond) of existence (bhAva) and non-existence
(abhAva), and desireless (nirvAsana), even while performing actions (karma) in
the peoples’ perspective (lOka dRshTi), he does not do anything.’
bhAvAbhAvavihInO yastRptO
nirvAsanO budhaH | - Only he is wise (buddha), awakened (jAg), and
knowledgeable (jnAnI), who is bereft (beyond) (rahit) existence (bhAva) and
also non-existence (abhAva). He has no pros (paksha) and cons (vipaksha). He
neither says that it should be (happen) only thus, nor he says that he would be
sad if it is (happens) thus. He does not have any existence or non-existence.
He is indeed a wise person, who having reached void (SUnya) in Existence -
Non-existence, remains content (tRpta) in his innate nature (svabhAva).
naiva kincit kRtaM tEna
lOkadRshTyA vikurvatA | - Such a person would appear, in the Worldly (samsArik)
perspective (dRshTi), to be a Worldly person (samsArik). He does same (vahI),
as others; he does in the similar manner (vaisA), as others. Someone asked (Zen
master) Bokoju – ‘you are a wise person; what is your practice (method) (sAdhanA)?’
Bokoju said – ‘when I feel hungry, I eat food; when I feel sleepy, I sleep’.
That person asked – ‘is this some kind of practice? Even we are doing it – when
we feel hungry, we eat; when we feel sleepy, we sleep’. Bokoju said – ‘no. When
you eat food, you do thousands of other jobs also, in your mind, but I just eat
food. When you sleep, you see thousands of dreams, but I just sleep. Even when
you are awake, you are not fully awake; even when you sleep, you are not fully asleep.
You are divided (baNTE) into thousands of pieces; you are, indeed, a crowd. I
am not a crowd. My sleep is clean (Suddha); your sleep is unclean (aSuddha);
let us not talk about waking.’ What is Bokoju saying? Bokoju is just telling
that, even while he is performing actions, from Worldly perspective, he does
not do anything; he remains a non-actor (akarA) inside. Action does not even
leave a trace (rEkhA); he continues to be aware inside.’ (He says -) ‘I am just
a witness.’
pravRttau vA nivRttau vA
naiva dhIrasya durgrahaH |
yadA yatkartumAyAti tatkRtvA
tishThataH sukham || 18 : 20 || 196 ||
‘A wise person (dhIra
purusha), whenever required to do whatever job, having done that, remains
happily (sukha-pUrvak); he does not show eagerness (durgraha) either in
activity (pravRtti) or inactivity (nivRtti).’
Are you listening? pravRttau vA nivRttau vA naiva dhIrasya
durgrahaH | - He has no eagerness (enthusiasm) (Agraha), because, all kinds of
eagerness (enthusiasms) are perversity (obstinacy) (durAgraha). There is
nothing called ‘enthusiasm for truth’ (satyAgraha). Every enthusiasm is a
perversity (obstinacy). Wherever you said – ‘it should be so’, immediately, you
have invited worries. Wherever you said – ‘it should be this way only’, there
itself, you have got into obstacles (aDcan); if it does not happen that way,
you would become aggrieved; and there is no surety that it would happen only in
that way. This Universe does not satisfy anyone’s aspirations (AkAnkshA). This
Universe is not contracted to satisfy anyone’s aspirations. If ever your individual
(niji) aspirations coincide (mEl khAnA) with the aspirations of the entire
Universe, then it gets fulfilled (tRpta); otherwise, it does not get fulfilled.
Mostly (adhiktar), it does not coincide, because, you are not aware of the plan
of the Universe; you are proceeding along with your own petty considerations.
Our condition is just like those ants roaming in your square (courtyard) (caukA).
If and when they see some food dropped, they also must, probably, be thinking
that you have made arrangements for preparing food etc, for their sake only.
Seeing those few crystals of sugar, lying on the floor, they should, probably,
be thinking that, you are running the shop for their sake, that you are earning
your livelihood (rOTI-rOzI), preparing food, and making all these arrangement
for their sake. They (ants) should, probably, be thinking that all those people
seen roaming in the house, are there, only for doing such errands - that they
drop a few crystals of sugar, so that the ants could enjoy feeding on them. Our
condition also is like that only – we think that the whole Universe is running
for our sake, for fulfilling our wants.
yadA yatkartumAyAti tatkRtvA
tishThataH sukham | - Whenever, whatsoever job happens to come his way –
without being invited – having done that, a wise person, remains happily. He is
not worried, whether it is a success or failure; he just does it; he does
whatever is possible for him, according to the circumstances, and challenges. He
does not have any obstinacy (persistence) (durAgraha) whether it is activity or
inactivity. Neither he says – ‘I am a sanyasi; how can I do this?
There is a Jain sect
(sampradAya) called Terapanth (tErApanth) (Swetambar). Even if anyone is dying
on the side of the road, shouting for water, to quench his thirst, and if any
sanyasi of that sect is passing by, he would not give him even water, because,
he is a sanyasi - how can a sanyasi quench the thirst of anyone? And, they have
invented a maze of arguments (tark) for that; they say – ‘this person is
weltering (taDap) for water, because of sins of his past lives; he must have
committed some sin; he must have made someone to welter like that; that is why
he is weltering. Why should we hinder in his karma? If we quench his thirst, we
have become an obstacle. If we do not allow him to reap the fruits of his
karma, this poor fellow will have to reap it in future. In any case, he has to
reap the fruits of his karma. (By quenching his thirst) we are enlarging his
maze. Even if this life passes away, he will have to reap it, in the next life.
Therefore, it is better, that we do not place any obstacle, and go our way.’ (Translator’s
note – ‘karma’ – fate or result of action of past life (lives), reaped by the
person later.) This a very severe (kaThOr) and violent (himsak) issue. Man can
invent even greater arguments, and Terapanthis have, indeed, invented such
arguments. They say – ‘if anyone has fallen into a well, he should not be taken
out, because, if you take him out, and if he commits murder of someone in the
village, then, you would also become responsible, for the murder. Because you
took him out (of the well), he could commit murder; therefore, you have become
the person, really responsible, for the murder; you would reap fruits of this;
you will rot in the hell. Therefore, if someone falls into the well, even if
you hear his shouts, you should quietly go away; you should not interfere.’
But, this is not the conduct
(bAt) of a witness-person (person in the state of witness) (sAkshI purusha). A
witness-person’s conduct is this – ‘whenever any action happens to come about’.
If someone has fallen into the well, he would save him. He would not think that
he has been saved because of him. He would not also think that he (who has been
saved) would commit murder of someone, some day (tomorrow), and that he would become
responsible for that. He does not consider himself to be ‘doer’ (kartA); he has
left all his doership (kartRtva) on paramAtmA; if it is His wish, that person
would be saved. (He would think) – ‘it is His wish; that is why, I happen to be
near the well. The situation is in front of me’. He would do whatever is
possible, no matter what the consequences are.
yadA yatkartumAyAti tatkRtvA tishThataH sukham |
- If ever, something happens to come about, having done, whatever is to be
done, he remains established in happiness. No one can snatch away his
happiness. He has no compulsions (eagerness) (enthusiasm) (Agraha). He would
not say – ‘I am sanyasi; therefore, I will behave only this way; I am a
house-holder; therefore, I will behave like this; I am a Brahmin; therefore, I
will behave like that.’ No. He has no compulsions. He does things, in a state
of freedom (mukta), depending on the situation that has arisen, and howsoever it
spontaneously (sahaj) occurs (strikes) (sphuraNa) to his consciousness
(caitanya); the matter ends there. He does not keep account (track) of it. He
does, whatever the Lord makes him do. In whatever matter, He makes him a tool
(upakaraNa), he becomes tool in that. But, he always remembers that he is just
an efficient cause (nimitta).
yadA yatkartuM AyAti.......| - To do whatever
comes up; to let, whatever occurs (strikes) (sphuraNa), happen; to live simply
(naturally) (sahaja); to make no pre-planning (yOjanA) for living (jInA); not
to erect any structure (DAncA), deliberately (jabardastI), over the life; not
to go about, by considering ‘this is to be done (duty) (kartavya) and this is not
to be done (akartavya)’; to remain free (mukta); to be ready (khulA) in (for)
every moment (kshaNa); to do whatever that moment presents, raises, and then
forgetting it, and, going ahead; not to carry (DhOnA) any burden (bOjh); not to
pride – ‘I have saved a person from the well; he was dying, and I saved him’;
not to carry the load of the past, and not to plan for future; to let happen, whatever
happens in the present (vartamAna).’ (Tranlator’s note – the above urgings of
the Acharya seems to refer to the witness state. Acharya has not specified,
though.)
The word ‘vartamAna’ (present) comes from
‘vartana’ (living) (existing) (being) – whatever exists (has come about) here (this
moment). Past (atIta) is that which has gone; now, it is not there. Future is
that which has not yet come. Present is that which exists here, now. That
whichever is existing (happening) in this moment, is ‘present’ (vartamAna). Only
witness-person (sAkshI-purusha) has ‘present’. You go by the past; you get
influenced (prabhAvit) by the future; that is not present (vartamAna). Either
you are influenced by the future, or you go according to (in terms of) (hisAb)
the past. Even while wishing (JaiRamji) anyone, you think whether to wish or
not, whether that person is of any value (meaning) (matlab) – he is going to
become Mayor or Minister, and he will be of some use – and then, you salute
(namaskAra) him. You salute someone, with a plan for the future, or by what
happened in the past – he helped me in the past; he came handy, when I needed;
he was helpful; salute him – and then you salute him. You do not even salute in
the pure (clear) (Suddha) present.
yadA yatkartumAyAti tatkRtvA tishThataH sukham |
- Then, happiness arises naturally – in the natural way. Natural state is
happiness. Flower of happiness blossoms in natural state. tishThataH dhIrasya –
Such a wise (dhIra) person gets established (pratishThA) in himself. He is
firmly seated in himself. He becomes emperor (samrAT); he sits on the throne
(siMhAsan) – throne of happiness (sukha), throne of Self (svayam), peace
(SAnti), heaven (svarga). pravRttau vA nivRttau – He does not delight either in
activity (pravRtti) or in inactivity (nivRtti). He does not say, either he is a
Worldly person (samsArI), or a renouncer (tyAgI). My meaning of sanyas is this
– neither a renouncer (tyAgI) nor an enjoyer (bhOgI) – one who is natural
(sahaja), who is in the middle (madhya). As and when, you have to deal
(conduct) (vyavahAr) as an enjoyer, do so; as and when you have to deal as a
renouncer, do so. But, do not ever lose the middle (ground); return back to the
middle. That proper (appropriate) (samyak) state (daSA) in the middle, is
called sanyas. To be (nyAsa) appropriate (proper) (samyak) is sanyas; to be in the
middle, to be balanced. To be balanced, in the natural way, is sanyas, because,
natural state is mid-state; that indeed is golden formula (svarNa-sUtra). (Translator’s
note – the words ‘samyak’ and ‘nyAs’ have different meanings. Acharya has not
specified the meaning adopted by him for these two words. However, he defines
sanyas as - neither a renouncer nor an enjoyer – one who is natural, who is in
the middle’ – see previous paragraph. Others
have interpreted ‘samyak nyAs’ as ‘being of service to everyone’, ‘to leave
everything’ - nyAsa also means renunciation. Therefore, from the context, it
has been translated as ‘being proper, being appropriate’. However, it is
doubtful.)
This Sutra is unique. Do not think that, just by
listening, it is done (pUrA). The journey starts by listening; ponder (gunanA)
over them; sip (cUs) these Sutras; relish them; chew (cabAnA) them; digest
(pacAnA) them. Then, slowly, it will get absorbed in your blood-flesh-marrow.
Then, an unprecedented (apurva) fragrance would arise from them – such a
fragrance, which you had never before known; such a fragrance, which you are
hiding inside you. kastUrI kuNDli basai – (Kabir Doha) – musk (kastUri) is in
the navel (coil) (kuNDlI) of the musk-deer (kastUrI mRga). May your Kasturi
blossom; may your Kasturi get revealed (pragaTa); then paramAtmA is victorious
(vijayI); He has won again in you; another flower blossomed; another occasion
for celebration for paramAtmA.
It is delightful even to hear the Sutras; it
would be more delightful (mahA ras) if pondered (gunanA). When you live by them,
then you will derive, total meaning of life; the entire waterfall (nirjharaNI)
of life would be obtained (attained) by you. The door for nectar (ambrosia)
(amRta) could open. You are standing at the door; it is a matter of giving a
knock only. Jesus has said – ‘Knock, and it shall be opened unto you’. Fakir
Hasan, standing in front of a mosque, was shouting – ‘Lord, open the door; for
long, I have been calling you’. Another Fakir, Rabiya was passing by; she said
– ‘Hasan, stop this nonsense; is the door closed? The door is open. Open your
eyes!’ Rabiya is right; her statement is more correct than that of Jesus. Jesus
says – ‘Knock, and it shall be opened unto you.’ Hasan was doing exactly same;
he was telling – ‘O Lord, open the door’. Rabiya says – ‘stop this nonsense,
Hasan. The door is open; open your eyes.’ There is no need to knock. You are
very much seated in the Temple; there is no need to go inside; you are already
inside. Everything is available, wherever you are. Just wake up, a little.
Therefore, ‘knock the door’ means ‘knock yourself a little; shake (stretch)
(jhakjhOr) yourself a little, as you stretch yourself in the morning, after
getting up from sleep. Similarly, stretch yourself from the sleep of this World
(samsAr). Otherwise, there is grief only; there is no substance (sAr) at all.
Substance is, when you wake up.
Hari OM Tatsat.
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